Heart in darkness *

I never meant to be so bad to you
I was asked to understand you that`s where I failed.

Do you remember when we used to laugh ?
Do you remember the romantic walks ?
Do you remember I went blind for you ?
I lived another life FOR YOU.

You broke my dreams
You broke my trust
You broke my love
You broke me....

And Now,
I see myself all alone here
I see myself at the bottom
On a lonely road,
Hiding my scars.

You took a breath and softly said goodbye
I lost my king`s crown
My young heart stopped beating
And still..Still Its been waiting for you.

I meet everyone at the side of the road
But they don't know whats on my mind
& they`ll never find
'cause they never loved me
and A little love from you.. Just a little love can change it..
Now, My heart is in darkness

I fight with my weakness
I find it hard to speak
I wanna love you
But I don`t know if I can
I know its broken
I try to repair it
But, Now, I can't.

I see my world in black and white
And I choose to live in Cemeteries
I lay down with my arms folded,
Waiting for you to open them & walk in again.