Only One.

Well, I'm sitting alone thinking about it all over with a coffee.

Things are not how they used to be; 

We used to talk like we were the 'Only one' in each other's life.

You always said the right thing;

I always used to follow you.

Now, I am a loner who is standing in rain;

The faces I knew, The places I knew, Are my past now.

The distance is getting longer, The closer I tried to come to you;

I was never your best man or your best friend.

I called you in the morning, 

"It was your time for breakfast" ;

Afternoon,"It was your time for lunch" ;

Evening, "It was your dinner time"

You called me once, I left everything for you.

Love is fading from this empty heart now.

But this empty heart can still survive;

Without your touce and without your grace.

And, Its no surprise, that you'll have many after me in your life,

 But, Baby.. I swear, I'll have none.

Love killed me.

You killed me. 

A part of me is dead and is in the ground.

I wanna love you, But, I am 'Only One' to blame.

I live your memories.

Both, Good and Bad.

It is bleeding, And you'll just stop it from bleeding.

But, The scars will be forever.

You broke me;

You made me feel weak;

You made me a loner;

Now, I feel that, I am better without you. 

Heart in darkness *

I never meant to be so bad to you
I was asked to understand you that`s where I failed.

Do you remember when we used to laugh ?
Do you remember the romantic walks ?
Do you remember I went blind for you ?
I lived another life FOR YOU.

You broke my dreams
You broke my trust
You broke my love
You broke me....

And Now,
I see myself all alone here
I see myself at the bottom
On a lonely road,
Hiding my scars.

You took a breath and softly said goodbye
I lost my king`s crown
My young heart stopped beating
And still..Still Its been waiting for you.

I meet everyone at the side of the road
But they don't know whats on my mind
& they`ll never find
'cause they never loved me
and A little love from you.. Just a little love can change it..
Now, My heart is in darkness

I fight with my weakness
I find it hard to speak
I wanna love you
But I don`t know if I can
I know its broken
I try to repair it
But, Now, I can't.

I see my world in black and white
And I choose to live in Cemeteries
I lay down with my arms folded,
Waiting for you to open them & walk in again.

❤ Immortal Love -

18/3/2010. Day started with a sunrise. As usual. But there was something different about that day. The sun was shining a lot more than usual and the birds were in a happy mood. Chirping with little louder voice. What was so special on that day ?

Halo was on his bed. Thinking, What is so special ?
& Delilah texts him, 'Good Morning. I love you' .
Halo replies, " I was waiting for your text, you know I like it.. When you text me first "

Delilah smiles and replied, 'I know love' .
Halo texts back, " The weather is strange today .. Its lovely "

Delilah replies back, ' Here its so hot. I wish I was with you to see this strange weather '

Halo and Delilah are in love with each other. But, The distance separates them. They are ' 1000 miles away '   : )

 2 days later ..

 Halo proposes Delilah. Asking her to spend life together. Forever. Happily : )

Delilah blushes. Accepts it.

" Love was in the air "

Their hearts linked.
They started building memories together. Shared dreams. Loved each other.
Every night was a struggle for them. Every night, Delilah used to text her poems she wrote for him and this made Halo sleep peacefully and happily.


Halo was the luckiest man alive on this planet .

He was going out of town for a month, And that was the time, When they fought for the first time in their life.
Reason was, A guy called Troy, Message Halo that, Delilah is his girl and they are into relationship from past 8 frigging months.
Halo was into pieces.
In a month, halo was totally into Delilah and was completely in love.

He was at the airport, Called Delilah.
Delilah cleared everything.. But he was upset because Delilah never shared it with him. Halo heard her crying for the first time. He was upset.

On the way.. Halo thought about it.
He decided to forget it and carry on and forgave Delilah.

Halo was working hard. He was kinda busy all day and tired. Delilah understood him well that time and took well care of Halo.
They were falling for each other, Harder & Harder.

Halo returns back.
He was happy. He missed his friends and family.

It was Delilah's birthday.
Halo was the first one to wish her. He felt special. Kissed her and hung up.
Halo desperately wanted to talk to Delilah. But, Delilah was kinda busy with party.
He got upset and texted Delilah something bad. Fucked up Delilah's birthday.
Later he realised, He did a wrong thing. He asked for forgiveness.
Delilah replied, ' Iloveyou '.

Things were back to normal again. Life was pretty awesome.
But, If life is so simple, then it ain't life.

Halo & Delilah's relationship were going from some ups and downs. Every relationship does.
They fought twice or more than that in a week.

Still, they never gave up. They just loved each other more after every fight. It was cute.

They were blindly in love.

Halo and Delilah, were into social networking sites. This is the place where they first met each other <3
They had many best friends and mutuals there.

Halo knew a guy called ' Cong ', who stayed in his city.
He never liked him.
How can a guy like another guy ? Rare chances .

Cong became Delilah's new best friend. Halo asked her to stay away from that guy and Delilah being sweet, Replied, ' Okay ' : )

On a sunny day, Halo received  a call from Delilah.
Delilah gave him the best news.
What was it ?

` DELILAH WAS GOING TO VISIT HALO.

Halo was super excited and pretty nervous.
He never showed his excitement. Because, He thought, every time he showed up his excitement, It never happened.

Like always, Delilah and halo were on a call.
And planning their meet.
Halo asked her, Who else is Delilah meeting ?
Delilah named few good friends and included Cong too.
Halo became little insecured. He asked Delilah, Not to meet Cong. Delilah replies, ' Okay. If you say so, I am not meeting '

They were happy. Life was happy. HALO WAS THE HAPPIEST MAN ALIVE.

14.05.2010 -

One afternoon, They were on call and Halo said that, I am super excited to meet you.
They were talking .. and Delilah got a second call.
She kept Halo on hold and attended.

Halo asked, " Who was it " ?
Delilah replied, ' Cong '.

Halo became a bit furious and from past few days, Halo and Delilah were fighting alot and Halo was not getting attention. He thought, Delilah is ignoring him. She got bored of him.

Halo hung up.
Delilah called back and asked what happened ?
Halo replied, " I don't want to talk about it " .

Delilah replies, ' It won't work .. Halo. It won't. I want to be single and these fights.. it won't work '

Halo lost his world.
He lost the reason to live.

They were not talking.
Delilah asked her, ' Are we meeting ' ?

Halo being in pain replied, " No. If we do, It will be impossible for me to get over you "

Halo was totally in vain. His friends supported him. Brought his old smile and charm back.

Delilah was in Halo's city for 10 days.
They were not talking to each other from past, 14 DAYS !

Halo was living without her.. But was into her thoughts.
He wanted to text, But then something stopped him and he kept on saving all the texts in draft.

He was hating his life.
He started smoking.
But, later he realised, He promised his world, He is not smoking.. So was forced to quit it .

Delilah was back in her city.
Finally, Halo broke the silence. Texted Delilah and they were talking life good friends.. And Halo never gave up on her.
They became best friends.

One night, Delilah messaged Halo, ' if I realise, I was a fool and i want you back in my life.. Do i have a place now ' ?
Halo replied, " My heart is only for you " <3


They were back. Not in a relation. They were not interested in long distance anymore.
Delilah was going to come to his city for future studies, so they decided to get committed at that piece of time.
Without any arguments, both of them accepted.

HAPPY LIFE AGAIN ! !
But, Life ain't simple. Remember ?

Not being in any relationship, They were still fighting.
Halo was over possessive, crazy and insecured. EVERY GUY WHO IS IN LOVE IS : )

Fights again but loving each other too.

Cong and Delilah were quite close. Halo never liked him.
And Delilah was little careless.

Halo, Being over possessive, got hurt. He was not liking the closeness.. He had the fear of loosing his world again.
So, Most of the fights were because of it & Delilah being careless.


Then came a day, When Halo came to know from some sources that, Cong is spreading shit about Halo & Delilah's relationship.
He felt bad.. No one has the right to talk shit about him and his girl.

He texted Delilah about it. Major fight.

This time, Halo decided to leave Delilah.
Both were broken.

Life was sad again.
They both lost each other.

They were not ready to give up on each other. Why would they do it ? They loved each other. It was more than love.

Halo was lost.
Halo decided to get back to this friendship.

He decided, He will change his attitude towards things and will change himself for her. Just for her world. <3

He texted Delilah. They both had some sorta deal.

Halo was changed.
His life was changed for a girl.
They took a risk.
They failed to succeed. Halo never deserved her.


Delialah, Left Halo with a phrase ` You hurt me more than loving me. 

And, It made Halo unstable.

It ended. 


The love story which they found will last -forever- ended in 160 days.


Life ain't so simple. You have to uncomplicate the complicated things to make your life happy and liveable.
People can actually change in love. But always change for the perfect one. Take right decisions in love. One wrong decision in love can fuck up your life.
Halo changed for her. They wanted to live happy together.


Now they are friends. They left their love on destiny.
Still, Loving each other. Waiting for each other.

In relationship, Always take chances. Even if you know , It'll hurt you, Take chance. Pick up the pieces and ask your lover to fix it (:

Freedom  ❤

"    kahani khatam hai ya shurooat hone ko hai
subh nai hai yeh ya phir raat hone ko hai  "

P.S. I love you (:

Moonlight -

Every morning, a sun shines on my face,
waking me up..
I smile and think?
Will this morning bring something new ?

Every day is the same
Life is lame.
I go out and from underneath the trees, I watch the sky.
I dream that you'd be mine.

I go backward and then I go forward again,
 Just to find you
& in the evening when i return back home
your lights guide me home.

And then comes the night..
where tears stream down my face
when i feel, i am loosing something and i can't replace
the moon casts a night spell and start confusing me
And I feel like a puzzle & i can't find my missing piece
& the world is black and white
No color and light
 

 I hope the sky falls on me, But the moonlight makes me sleep with confused thoughts.

Scattered.

Straight back into the time
A memory that can never be erased
I have this empty feeling
and i am gonna miss everything..

After all this time
I would fall asleep
and just dream about you
I crash on the floor and a part of me dies..

You broke me down
At least i never gave up on you
You can see it all right ?
Then why can't you ask me to stop this and come back to you again ?
You just sat back and watched me break
and when you will realize you were wrong
The memories will fade
and my lonely mind will forgive and forget you.
Later,
It will be my turn to see you break
and I am waiting for this time
Waiting for your turn..

I remember you walking away from my life
The way you threw away my heart
and it lost the way to home and
my broken heart is lost.

Now, As i breathe out, the past is gone
Its been long, I've been in this storm
And now i have found myself so far away from your thoughts..
But still, I miss the life and YOU.

My wish.

I hope the days and nights go easy
and each road leads me to you
and if you have to choose
choose the one who means most to you.

Show me the warmth of your smile
its more than anything to me
my wish is to be with you forever
and let the moment when we are together pass slow.

I hope you always forgive me and never regret
and make me smile in every chance you get
my wish is to see you smile
and your life becomes what you dream.

I miss you so much
your smile and everything about us
please don't go.
stay in my heart and tears forever?


Please don't go away 

I don't want this love to fade
my wish is to find you in the fog
and live every moment with you.