Sweet and Beautiful.

I want to hold your hands n walk a mile,

Don’t want to miss you even for a while,



My life is so beautiful coz of u,

Hug me for my worries to die,

My tears to dry and,

My loneliness to fly,



It hurts me to know

How I can b a little selfish

Wen it comes to you,

I am getting sentimental over you!



I miss you every moment of the day,

I keep me awake just to listen you,

I keep me alive just to see you.



My mornings starts with you,

My evenings seeks you,

Where were you all these years,
 
Why you weren’t there to wipe my tears.



Fear of future is worse than pain of the past,

Still I bother the least coz you are there,

Even seconds are too long to miss you,

I want to hold your hands and walk a mile,

Don’t wanna live without you even for a while!!





Courtesy: [My sister]  
(I stole it from her diary) :D 

YOU !!

The days and night i pass..the more i cry missing you..
I don't know whats wrong with me ?

your picture comes in my mind..our videos play in my mind..
Every tear that rolls out from my eye has got your picture in it.

Every girl i look at..i find you in her..


Something is terribly wrong with me.. i cannot bear this pain anymore.
I hate missing you.. i wish we were together.

I wish to god..wherever you're.. you stay happy..whenever i pronounce your name my voice becomes dull.

Whenever i dream you with another guy, I feel insecure..maybe i am possessive..but I LOVE YOU!

Every night you're in my dream and every morning you're on my desktop!


I miss our morning coffee and our 4-5 hours chats..I miss each and every fucking single thing..

Every morning I used to be wake up by your message or call but now no more calls or messages :(

I was lucky to have you..you were my lucky charm.. everything is lost now :(
I lost my lucky charm :'(

I still have the gifts you gave me..I still cry after watching them..

I wish you were here . .  I really miss you :((

 My best friend, I really love you..we're friends forever!
 No one can take your place! I swear you're alive in my heart.

 

Awesome Change !

 Flunked Flunked Flunked !!! 

Last unit i passed all my subjects, and flunked only in Hindi.

This time the story is different.. I flunked all my subjects :P
I also flunked in E V S ! 

Yes, Environmental studies! 

Awesome change in  my studies.. I scored around 65 % last unit, this time it is only 28-30 xP

And And the best part.. I am not going to let my parents know about this, because i don't want to sleep in my watchman's cabin :P

Unbelievable .

You might be thinking, why do i have this auto ka pic on my blog ? =/

Reason : It was like a dream..I was going to Inorbit to watch Ajab prem ki gazab kahani. Such an awesome movie..
 

I was in this rickshaw.. Was near malad link road and all of a sudden iphone ringtone started playing..

I thought its just a ringtone..but the rickshaw wala removed his IPHONE :|

I thought its must be a china one but No, it was APPLE IPHONE :|

I was continuously starring him and was thinking about his phone.

I was thinking that this Ass is so lucky.. He got an Iphone. .

While giving him cash, i asked?

Me: Bhaiya ye mobile kahan se liya aur kitne ka?

 Autowala: Mujhe ye rickshaw mein mila!

Me: Uncle, aapko pata hain..ye 30 thousand ka hain, apple Iphone.

Autowala: Beta, humein isse aache mobile milte hain..

He left nodding his head and my ass was burning :|  

I met my friends, and told them my Iphone story..they were laughing on me xD

One of my friend said- tu rickshaw wala ban ja, tujhe bhi milega.. For a second i thought he is right. xD

 

Angels never Kill.

I hear the footsteps walking by,
Watching myself slowly die,
Sharp pains impaling through my heart,
Slowly tearing me apart...

One minute you`re an angel fallen from grace.
Next, the fears that I hate.
Pick me up from the gutter with a gentle kiss,
Then rips off my heart to show me, how black it is!

No...
Yet again...
it feels so cold...
Yet I won`t turn back.
I'll die alone.



When you appear as an angel,
Knocking me down, looking my way.
Could you ever kill the pain in my heart?
Even though they say angels don't kill.

Fuck no...
Yet again...
it feels so cold...
Yet I won`t turn back.
I'll die alone.
No...
Yet again...
it feels so cold...
Yet I won`t turn back.
I'll die alone.


They said Angels never kill, but this angel in my life did that ! 

Lehari !

Yes,2 months are not enough to know a person and fall in love with.. But did you ever thought that those 2 months was the best phase of your life.

I don't care for you that doesn't mean that you don't have to do that.. you said you love me, right? then where is your love ? i cannot see it! 

you say that 4 months are not enough too..but in between these 4 months i made you smile, there was a big GRIN on your face...

yes, you cannot murder a person and say sorry.. I agree i murdered you by words.. but you murdered me by lying.

The guy whom you abused the most..is your best friend now..

Every little thing in love hurts.
Maybe we were not in love, but we were sharing a special relation where we could share each and everything.

I am not asking you to vow me..But you cannot say that I don't love you.. i am not going to remove my heart and show you how much i loved you or maybe i still do !

you had many to wipe your tears, yes MANY.
But i had only you..and when tears were rolling out.. you were not there for me..

your nose was bleeding, My hand was bleeding too..But you never cared to ask me, How my hand is ?

I made you cry but you made my eyes bloodshot.

And you cannot say that it was not your mistake..every coin has two sides.. maybe it was my mistake but you cannot blame only me..
Did you ever ask me the reason why I said chuck it a lot ? It was because i didn't wanted to hurt you..

you will never understand what my love was/is for you..
But yes, you have a special place in my heart and no one can replace it.

I apologize for every single thing..


Maybe i don't deserve your love, maybe i made you cry and you were hurt because of me.. So, that means i should Die.. Okay i will do it :)

you're a widow now :)